I honestly don`t know what to think. I`m not one to hold onto grudges and bad feelings, but I know I can never 100% trust Samantha again. This is her response to my letter.
Thank you for writing me. It means a lot. I know I messed up big time...Trust me I think about it everyday. I thank God everyday that you are who you are & I know my child is safe and loved. I'm not even going to try and justify my actions. I did destroy everthing important to me. I always self destruct.. I don't know whats wrong with me. I need help in all aspects and plan to get help. I love you so much and I'm so sorry I hurt you the way I did. I took it way too far. I didn't know what to do... I'm putting my life in Gods hands for once. I love you Dawn. I'm sorry. Tell Emma I love her.
I don't know what to say. I (messed) up majorly!! Please let me show you I'm not that person... Although no one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending!!!
ps. I love Emma SO much, give her my love.