Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Makes me wonder...

Not one thing about Sam's pregnancy has completely made sense. I mean, sure the things she has told me have.... sorry I'm at a loss of words right now. It all started when her mom told me she wasn't even pregnant. I was beyond pissed and hurt. She was in jail at the time and told me she was, and she wanted to "prove it" to me.

She told me for Christmas she was giving me a framed ultrasound picture of the baby. Never happened.

We were supposed to meet with the adoption attorney together, she never showed up. She later told me she was stuck doing something for her parole until 7.

She told me she had a doctors appointment on Jan. 10th at 2. At 8 that morning her friend texted me telling me she had to re-schedule it because of her friends funeral. I looked online and that was actually true. She told me her appointment was at 8 AM on Wednesday and she needed a ride. Now on both Monday and Wednesday I had to get up at 6:30 and wake Emma up when she normally sleeps until 9 or 10 so I could take my husband to work and have the car.

I text her at 7:00 this morning, her friend said she isn't there. My gut churns... I go to her place, no answer. I go to the doctor's office, it's still closed. I go back to her place, no answer. Meanwhile Emma is freaking out in the car seat. I get back to the doctor's office, their open, but she's not there. I ask the receptionist is Sam had an appointment today, NOPE. I asked if she had an appointment on Monday, NO! Seriously? I wanna puke.

I felt her belly the other day, the baby didn't move or kick though. I don't know what to think right now. I love her, but she frustrated me SOOOO much.

5 comments:

Christina said...

What will you do if it turns out she ISN'T pregnant? I'm honestly curious. Will you stop contact between her and Emma?

Again, just curious.

Tamara ViAnn said...

Geez... I hope you can get some answers soon. I imagine you'll have your answer if she pulls this a second time though. I could hardly believe how hard that would be to jump over that hurdle if she's making this all up.

I think at some point you need to hold your ground if she's not going to follow through. It's not fair to Emma to be waken up so early if she can hold her word. I might try again just for the sake of a pregnancy verification but I definitely feel for you!

Lauren said...

Oh geez... I hope whatever is going on just works out to get you to that day in the spring when you can take the little bub home with you.

QuackenBaby said...

I hope you get to the bottom of this... but I just want to say, to me, she doesn't look pregnant! I am overweight, and if I "poke it out" I could totally look 9 months pregnant... it's just how my stomach hangs.

IF she is not pregnant and has put you through this... I don't think I would be as open to keeping the relationship intact. You can't possibly forgive that betrayal!

Sad for you! Hope you get some answers soon. Make her Pee on a Stick next time she visits! I think she's given you plenty of reason to not trust her!

the Sorensen's said...

You are much stronger than I am. I would be dragging her into the dr's office :) That is so nerve racking! I'm so sorry your having to deal with the doubt. Hopefully it's put to rest soon....