I was doing great... Key word is WAS.
Don't you love it when the pain of infertility comes out of nowhere and hits you like a ton of bricks? In the past 7 months we've had 3 family members announce pregnancy. The first is due any day. Tonight when my husband read me the expecting parents facebook status it got to me.
It is nothing against them. Just that ever familiar pain that has been hiding out, waiting to spring up on me when I least expect it.
This person mentioned their mother-in-law was there taking care of them before the baby comes. It got me thinking... I do foster care, no one brings me dinner when we get a new little one, no one comes to help me out or help me adjust to two under two, no one gives me baby gifts, I still have to teach Relief Society 3 days after our little one arrives because after all it's not like I gave birth...
I know Emma isn't even 2 yet, but it's hard just knowing I can't have a baby whenever I want.